Every time I’m fearful, every time I worry, every time I feel so anxious, I take solace in that I have willingly chosen to CHOOSE fear over love and this fear isn’t real, for I’ve learnt to fear from my past which is no longer real either. I take comfort in witnessing my fears and knowing that I can think my way out of this fear, that there IS another way if I think with my heart which is with love. I’m hallucinating when I see and allow the fear in.
It’s a wonderful thing to realise that I don’t HAVE to be fearful,
I don’t have to be anxious or worried, I don’t have to feel gripped with fear and paranoia, I don’t have to feel like I’m crazy I don’t have to feel in such a deep dark place where the fearful me takes over who I really am.
For what I’m worried about or anxious about or sad about is an illusion, where I’ve disconnected with my heart, my true-self, I can return to a perception of love, when I connect with my my heart, my soul to guide me.
My fear isn’t afraid I’m not good enough, my fear is afraid of the amazing light and potential in me, my fear is afraid for me to SHINE, but if I shine, as everyone equally can shine, then I encourage others to love and shine, so I choose to love I choose to shine!
I hope to be courageous and brave over my fears rather than striving to be fearless. When I know the truth about fear, when I’m more connected with my heart, I’m more conscious and mindful of my fears, and no matter how much I grow, no matter where I am in life, how strong and successful I am, I know fear will ALWAYS be there.
So I can become more mindful and CHOOSE to see fear with love. I reinterpret my fear as just trying to protect me, I can be grateful for fear when I see it with love,
I can acknowledge fear, but I PROMISE myself I will NEVER allow fear to influence me, I will always always choose to protect myself lovingly.
It doesn’t mean there won’t be times that hurt, it doesn’t mean I’ll never cry or feel sad, I can allow myself to feel hurt freely, only this time it will be different. When I reinterpret with love I know my pain doesn’t mean I don’t deserve to be happy, that I’m not worthy of the things I desire, that I’m unlovable, for that is my deepest fear.
This time I know that my hurt isn’t real, because love is the only thing that is, I can see a lesson I needed to learn in my hurt so I can learn to be happy in the future, an opportunity to grow to allow me to be able to truly experience the things I so deeply desire to experience.
I release my fear by letting go of any expectation and outcome with faith that everything will be a blessing or a lesson, for I know deep down I have to divinely lose what I so desperately feel I need to fight for and cling to. When I let go in what I fear, I feel calm, for what a RELIEF it is that my happiness now no longer depends on it. I choose my faith in the love of the universe to support me, for what I truly let go off, stops fighting me back and will be mine forever.
I’m not always strong enough to choose love and sometimes I get so lost in the soul-sucking dark spiralling hurricane of my fear, no matter how mindful I am. There will always be new lessons to learn, new ways to grow. The darkness I’m too afraid to see inside me will show up outside of me, until I stop hiding and pretending, and see love. I ask the universe to help me when it feels like I can’t help myself, I pray to a higher guidance to help me see the light and love I cannot see when my fear consumes me, when I feel so lost and afraid and sad in the dark, and show me a miracle. I welcome to be surprised by beautiful blessings that show me the light to keep me on my true path to love and happiness.
I’m so grateful Love is the ONLY thing I’m destined for, it’s an amazing thing to truly realise that my true purpose in life is to feel love ALWAYS!
If that’s so I choose to only listen to my heart to truly guide me to loving things, to experience as much amazing love and happiness as I can imagine!